Let me ask you, is our lives nothing but an illusion, maybe it's just like the matrix, maybe we're all in a dream, an eternal dream. Or is it? this life like feelings we feel all around us are so... alive who are we to question wethere it is all an illusion? But, i think that this is not something to be said. This is the real life. Even though i wish it wasn't because, well, it's so normal. So normal. Maybe the reality is that this is all you get. That should be the reality. There is no other Logical Explanation. That is why, i wish that this world would not be so logical. Scientists are skeptical of things they cannot explain, and become blind. Sometimes, the fact that it is so illogical is the fact that makes it so.... fantastic! Normality, reailty, Abnormality, all intenally linked in the world, abnormal happenings such as Jesus, Reality, our everyday life, Normality, the people around us.

Let's see how far we've come. Technology has brought such a great deal of good things to our lives. It's almost an illusion that technology has been able to do so many great things. Open hearts, surgery, sunday mornings with a cup of tea. All these things are so fantastic the world is such a miracle. So that is the real reason why i think this is all not an illusion. and i'm sure if you look out for everything, you'll be looking in the same direction as i did. However, there is that one piece of me which wants to wake up although, it is hard to believe in it. If i were to forsake everything for a piece of that awakening, that would be a hard choice.

Peace- hardest choices are always the most important ones.